I'm really confused. But in brief, I want to hurt people. As in torture them. Like tying them up and cutting them, torturing them, watching them bleed, hearing them cry for help until they die. No this has nothing to do with my Aunt Gigi dying, this has been happening for a while now. I have a game plan too. I don't know why I'm having these thoughts and I don't want to think of them. I want them to stop before I commit a crime.