I'm confused about relationships too and I'm a married dad, how irresponsible is that? I really hear what you're saying. Go enjoy the company of people, romantic or otherwise. Don't think you have to enter into some sort of prolonged relationship, ever. Go break some hearts and have fun. It doesn't make you a **** or any other variety of awful things that our backwards society would have you believe. Nothing beautiful lasts forever anyway. Live it up.
"If I were you", I would just do what everyone else does. Remain confused.
Then stay single until you want a relationship. You are doing the right thing in self-analyzing yourself before going into one. It seems that your subconscious is telling you to explore life.
it's like you want something but then don't want it at the same time
I don't know why there's just so much insecurity in relationships.
Others happy? Don't believe it. There is public,then private.
Most long term relationships the people hate the other person.
Have fun. Don't commit. "Sworn to fun,loyal to none".
That's why "Friends with Benefits" makes much more sense :)
the only thing you're "throwing away" is inexperience, Really good bed partners are not THAT plentiful BUT with discretion,they're easily discovered :)
Shame? You've obviously been listening to too many sermons by guilt pedaling BOGUS preachers! Having sex is a normal body function to enjoy! Silly girl, It's NOT a sacred act! Lol :)
Mature attitudes are NOT rationed by gender dear :)