Why on earth would you be ashamed of that? Everyone knows women think small wieners are cute.
Oh don't feel that way, weather its big or small there's so much to do to please a women, be smart, you have fingers and a mouth too you could incorporate....
Hang in there bud I know the feeling. The struggle is real. As long as you don't become bitter towards women I think your on the right track and if any girl laughs at your junk forget her anyway she obviously doesn't know how to satisfy a man if her first instinct is to make you feel ashamed.
How small is small?