Just move on. Its been 5 years. Forget about her and move on. Dont try to get back into her life apologising and stuff, must move on man.
if you still feel that way then apologize and explain why you were such an a$$. tell her you were jealous and that you feel bad for acting that way
if you was guilty of being one :) then yeppers
Anyone who pushes you to the side as soon as something else comes along and expects you to be a shoulder to cry on when it doesnt work out isnt worth the apology.
As a girl who was treat lie sh*t by all kinds of people through out all of grade school...... I have to say it is NEVER too late for a genuine apology. It is amazing the difference it made on me, and my outlook on people from one person who treated me crappy growing up finding me years later simply to offer a heartfelt, and genuine apology. Though we did not become friends after her apology, it did show me that once awful people really are capable of changing for the better. It gave me hope. :)
If that is the effect it had on you, imagine the effect it had on her losing her closest friend. It is all the more reason for an apology, not matter what comes from it; as long as it comes from your heart.
Send her a letter. Say everything you want to say. Explain to her it all. You may only get one chance to get this off your chest. Make the most of it.
Please go do it!
You may have ruined her life.
You might be able to repair it.
If you can't find her, I hope you feel guilty every day for ever!
Nope. Just go apologize. Be friends again.
I apologize to kids whose feelings I accidentally hurt back in kindergarten, or even to strangers who got the wrong idea.
If you're really sorry, please, by all means, go and apologize. Be happy.
If you apologize you'll become the shoulder to cry on once more.. She'll use you,_ move on
Never too late to apologize. Do it because you're sorry, not because you want another crack at her.
That jerkness went both ways. Never a bad idea though to clean your side of the street.
yes...its always nice to hear an apology esp when its from the heart. It may not do any good but the deed is just and true.
Only a couple years later, she would probably appreciate that.
You could still apologize, yes. It's never too late to be forgiven.
Never too late to apologize.
yes...For some reason, doing those things in high school makes a difference at some point.
Yes. Leave her alone.