You should be more scared of the person you're going to become if you don't!
This is your chance to become someone you like and are proud of. I'd look at it as a happy adventure.
im trying too how did you do it
No don't be afraid! You will look back upon it and be proud of your strength for kicking it! I kicked it myself a couple years ago. Best decision I ever made.
You get to be finally you. ...you might become depressed. ...scary? Change is scary.
nope that person will be a thinking loving human being capable of making a difference to this great old world welcome to sobrietry friend
Maybe not! You can always kick a ball!