Should I contact my bio father who never wanted anything to do with me? I have so many questions only he can answer.
I was conceived by 2 married ppl (not married to each other), I am 27 and I have not seen my bio father since I was 7. The one time I spoke to him, over the phone, in my early teens, he said for me to stop calling him. I have 4 sisters, 3 older, 1 younger (whom I've never met), I used to visit 2 of my sisters but due to random drama, it ended. I don't know what happened, all I know is that there was a huge fallout with my mom and bio father. I remember my mom would take me to see my bio dad when they were still "seeing each other" but my real dad, the man who has raised me, was always there for me, he signed my birth certificate and has always been my dad. But there is this part of me that just can't get past wanting to meet my bio father now, I don't know what it is, I feel so distracted and alone in this, my mom has never been someone I can talk to and my husband doesn't get it. I don't know what to do and I am scared if I don't do something, I will regret it later. Any advice?