No, you shouldn't feel any of these things. You're an addict and heroin is a tough drug to kick. Be kind to yourself and also truthful. Kidney failure can kill you. Accept that you need help and get in to a treatment program. And do it soon. Your body is telling you that you can't continue doing what you're doing.
what ever the reason,you should feel none..:)
Considering why you're in the hospital, yeah, that might qualify as stupid. Lol. If you enjoyed it then I don't think you should feel ashamed or wrong. Addiction is really powerful. Wow, must really be nice. I never used drugs, ever. I saw my dad use cocaine when I was 5 and swore it off. He's a drug counselor now. He's come a long way. The desire to quit can only come from you, I wish you the best.
Never done drugs but I know the feeling of being addicted to something. I always would do my "thing" even though I knew it was detrimental to my health and well being and felt guilty afterwards until the next "hit". Its a horrible cycle. You can kick the habit, but it will take a lot. Good luck.
Are you being serious? No I'm not, but upon reviewing my inital answer I can see why it sounds that way >.< I've been addicted to things like video games, not as serious as drugs but it definitely wasnt good for the ol' health and well being.
Yes, to all. I think you must have a death wish.
I wish I could more than talk to help you. If you continue, you will die, soon. If their is a problem making you turn to heroin, their is a good chance I can help. I've helped many here on EP, and I would like to help you too.
well, you're in the hospital so they can save your life...you're in the hospital shooting crap into your veins. which answer do you think I'm gonna go with ?
actually, I was really aiming at stupid ! why would you want to slowly kill yourself, when people are trying to save your life ?
you're telling me that you are a prostitute ? why would you want to live like that ? there must be someone that truly cares about you !! even me, although I'm on the other side of the pond, and stuck behind a screen, you need to take the opportunity to get your life cleaned up, and have respect for yourself ! if you can't do that for you, at least try to do it for me. :)
if you want something bad enough, you will do whatever it takes to overcome this addiction ! yes, you can say that I too, care about you, and don't want to see you lose your life over heroin. you'd be surprised at the number of people that do actually give a damn about you !!! :)
It'll kill you - kidneys are very valuable. Take a long hard look at your life, and ask yourself if you want a short and frustrated one or a long and fulfilled one. You're a long time dead - don't get there sooner than you need to. <br />
You are so young to have this problem, please try to get professional or family help before you're past the point where help can be effective
It would seem that you are suicidal. You are no longer dealing with hypotheticals, you are experiencing the damage and continue.