Dunno what you mean by playing rough, but my general advice is to chase your dream rather than ever settling for second best; you'll regret it if you don't.
I agree "chase your dream rather than ever settling for second best"...You won't know if it WILL come true if you give up on it. I did NOT give up on mine and I am LIVING my dream come true...play rough? If you think that is what it takes and you feel confident about it. I say "GO FOR IT".
Im lookin at your picture here - I think u look like a tough lil birdie!! I say play rough and make that SH*T HAPPEN!! Go get em !!! Do what you do!!!
Dreams never come true so don't waste your time.