So im sick of making myself sick (binge & purging/eating normally & still purging) should i tell my counselor this week?
Ive been doing this off and on for several years. I need to stop its taking a toll on my mind, probablly my body, & my weight loss plan. Im at college & have been seeing someone here as well as my regular counselor on the weekends. I don't want her to know but i actually feel comfortable telling this newer counselor. She told me before she wont send me to a hospital unless I'm really suicidal (or homicidal, but I'm not like that). So, i don't 'think' i have to worry, however i wont tell her if it's gonna lead to something like that, or like weighing me & **** which im pretty sure that wont happen b/c im going there voluntarily & its free so yeah they really don't have a right to do that esp. since im not dangerously thin. i just want to stop, everyday i tell myself im done but everyday i prove myself wrong & its killing me!