Well, I can tell you that I am a very complex person....my mind tends to go every which a way. Be that as it may, my heart is slightly worn on a sleeve as I like to give aid to anyone in need....I am not much different online as I am in person....I have values, although they have been brought into question a time or two....I don't conform to anyone's "ideal" way of life.......life for me can be good one moment than not so great the next, but that's what we call living! To be me is the only way I know to be, so to answer the question straight out, it feels good....I wouldn't want to be anyone else!
Okay I guess. I always try to point out that the glass is half full not empty. I have had a very abusive childhood that I have overcome through therapy and life events as a adult. But there is the ill side of me that I deal with on a day to day basis today not being a good one. I just try to do my best with the day that God has given to me.
There aren't enough hours in the day to do all the things I want to. My brain never stops, it's always going, always thinking and scheming. I have more creative energy than I know what to do with and not enough resources to let it out.
If only it were that easy, the only downtime I get is late at night when everybody is asleep.
A little shame<br />
a little pride<br />
a desire to create<br />
a desire to be accepted ...to entertain<br />
toss in the rest of Maslows Hierarchy<br />
past wreckage<br />
future potential<br />
frustration at getting old<br />
some moderate to intense physical pain<br />
the rest is too personal.
When I can be my wacky and true self It feels very good. When I have to put on that stiff face for the public I hate it!
Thanks. I do love the real me. The me that the world wants me to be is what I hate.
numbish and anxious
Thank you for your support. I am waiting to talk to a professional. Thanks again what a caring young man you are.
amazing annoying fun (boring never ) it's quiet the life
A lot of potential for either bad or good.
It's like having your arms restrained and your mouth covered when all you want to do is help this shattering world... A world you're visiting and feel estrange in... You see it all through its glass... While many others take it as a reflection... It's like trying to be Blue is a field of green... To separate and be yourself... But the world wants you to be the reflection... When you see no use....<br />
I want to see a change..
It has its moments of good and bad but when I have a good moment when everything I have endured seems to make more sense it bring tears to my eyes and a fealing of triumph in the pit of my soul. I will keep enduring those bad moments to make the good ones all the more passionate.
like living in hell, where new scars are added every day for no reason. where pain is the only thing you know
beating, abused, molested the endless list of my own personal hell
yup...it vl b really selfish of me to ask for more