Someone please help me.
I've been having anxiety/panic attacks every night for about a week now. I know they're stressed induced. I'm completely stressing about school, my grades are ****, I know I'm not going anywhere except a community college. I'm not going to be happy with my life if that happens. I'm not happy with my life now. I cry hysterically for about 2 hours every night just thinking about my future. Family problems. Mental problems more like it. Please, someone tell me how to cope. Someone tell me how to make it better. I now understand why people kill themselves. I know that's a far stretch, but it's all I can think about, you know? It's so easy just to get away from it all. I would get away from it all. I wouldn't have to deal with anything anymore. I'm not going to kill myself, but someone please help me, because it's all I can think about. And it's definitely not helping.
ALSO I can't tell anyone, I need to figure out how to deal with this myself.