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The most dangerous place to be is a life that controlled by other people. Once you have sunk that low you are in huge trouble. That is where my life is. There is nothing I can do on the outside. I am not able to control my environment, but I have integrity even if I am the only one who sees it, and this IS the meaning in my life- the fact that I have lived a life with my conscious clear, and in those times I didn't because I was too stupid to know better (not because I was evil), I have sought forgiveness and turned my life around immediatly when I realized I was in the wrong. It is true what they say- what is the point of gaining the whole world if you lose your soul? If you have to give up the world to keep your own soul, it is worth it. You don't have to be religious to accept that saying- it is common sense and life has proven it to be true. Live with integrity every day and your life will never be meaningless. It will be hard, yes, but not meaningless.