sounds like a car accident
hmmm...if you cant feel pain..you wont feel pleasure!
I am sorry that you are hurting.
I am a Christian and I don't worry about death at all....it is the farthest thing from my mind. I do hope and pray that I DON'T outlive my husband(who spoils me and gives me so much love), my son or my step daughter and her babies.....so the pain of this life, could be far more painful if you are the one left to cope....and somehow I feel that God will see me through anything.....because my strength is in Him and I WILL be reunited with my family. That I KNOW. Peace, honey♥