One may think it is God that is changing you but it really isn't. It is you. And Only you. God does not interfere with the thoughts of people, Even the people who choose to end there own lives, It is there choice alone that brings about an end to it or not. Not God's choice or God's Will. It isn't for God does not control our lives and how we live them, We do. That is why he gave us FREE WILL.
No, only you can change you. You are either changing or excepting yourself as you are.