Turn on the music louder
you have to be there for yourself; I can totally relate, but when you have no one, you always have you to depend on. Somehow, over time, you adapt to how things are, but nobody said it was forever.
I hope u know u are not alone... Never... Have faith
Learn both acceptance and how to be grateful.
Reach out and help someone.
join the club. i feel the same sometimes
Jesus loves you and IS always there. He will never leave you or forsake you. <3