of me that has a difficult time being exploited, like I'm the center of attention wether it be good or bad, why do I feel both ways, should I side with one or the other? The latter causes me to have panic attacks, so I've decided to fear no man, but to fear God. And with that I can say shout if from the roof tops, what can man do to me? Even if they were to harm me, I would still care for them without fear, so why do I have these panic attacks if I didn't care, why do I have to be so fleshly. When all I need to do is do not fear! I'm just human, or is there a way to become more spiritual to overcome these foolish fears.