It ain't always what it's cracked up to be. Make a file of each of these people with significant data including date of first date, when married, etc. Then, as the months and years roll on add the gruesome details of their declines. You will feel much better.
i m also a lonely soul
Girls don't like corpses. Try interacting with people, you know talk. Try doing it with random people but be sure to use a jolly good accent and wear your biggest smile, then bigger.
I meant if you died, you'd be a corpse right? Unless you wanna be a zombie
Don't be pretend to be in a movie with an overly dramatic cast and a happy ending. Life sucks. I know. Look at MY stories, you'll see. I'm a hell lot younger than you but I've seen my life before me, it's a living hell
You are not a loser, just alone at this point in your life. Things will get better, I promise