Prolly somewhere saying "I gave you life, a planet, a mind, a body and free will, and I sent my son to die for your sins. How about you try figuring out my message already?
He gave you free will and knowledge to make your own choices. Even if make the wrong choice, it will be a learning moment. Life is a beautiful adventure.
you have to make moves, god has to see you trying to make an effort to know him and once you start doing that god will come to you. You just have to make that choice, if you need help or advice message me.
trust me my choice was correct. about 3 and a half months ago, i got saved. and lemme tell you it was the best decision i have ever made. These 3 and a half months have been the greatest months of my life. I am full of peace love and happiness now...finally lol. message me. i can explain to you my change if u want.
Please don't take this the wrong way i mean no offense.
You have to make it happen for yourself if there is a god he is there to guide you not to live it for you. Do what you love because he made you that way.
Finding your own path is half the fun and half the stress but in the end its all of the adventure :)
Spirits aren't able to help people in such ways.