My nervous system and my wallet.
My thoughts. They are always negative about myself.
I've always thought I'm too ugly. I don't know if I'll ever be able to change that.
I know that feel.
There is no peace in my marriage and no contentment in our sex life.
Yeah, I have tried the religious slant. We aren't JW, she is Christian and I used to be. In fact, this is one of the reasons for me walking away from my belief in god. It didn't go anywhere, prayer changed nothing, marriage bible studies did nothing, group prayers did nothing ...
'cause it's not as stable as I wwant it to be
ok, I'll do it whne I came home today 'cause I have some important stuff to attend now
next to nothing...... personally I believe that I gave myself brain damage with several overdoses I did a few years back....
I have an older son that is "punishing " me by giving me the silent treatment, because I admonished him to pay his car loan or at least talk to the bank and not hide from their phone calls.
Gosh, thank you! I appreciate the encouragement very much. Never easy being a good parent!!