Things won't make a boring life fulfilling. You can't shop for love, or good friends, or fulfillment. Find something you love and do that.
Gifts for me!
Maybe a dog? Or a person for a relationship, like a friend? Or something that your mind will attend to. Does your mind attend to anything?
A costume, if you're going to make that alter ego work.
A boy friend
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