The doctor isn't supposed to just cure you. It takes active work on your part. Alot of critical thinking and soul searching. The doctor is just there to guide you
There is something that would work. Just gotta keep looking. Trust me I know exactly what you're going through. I'm getting treated right now and I'm getting better
Count your blessings,there's always someone worse off than you.
running, vigorous exercise. Sounds crazy and hard to make your self do. But it works better than antidepressant meds.