I was once a very caring person, (note I said, was) I think if a person learns that if you put your hand on a hot stove it really hurts, then the same kind of experience can occur when someone's been burned over and over, emotionally, then a person becomes afraid to care about anyone or anything! Of course depression plays a HUGE role!
Go See A Doctor About Depression.
go out for a walk and find out what would attract ur attention most and reveal ur interests!
i try really hard to find some inspiration in anything i can, so far so good. life is full of interesting things
how about art, music, running, dreaming, sleeping,reading, learning a new skill just a few suggestions
Lying to yourself?
Perhaps because you have to?
have a problem so big you can't see how it ever could get better?
but eventually hope that things might change, because when something is overwhelming how do you know what's behind it;)
I don't believe it to be possible.
When you don't care it raises your ability to do things you otherwise wouldn't so you can get yourself out of the situation.
You can get anonymous professional help, doesn't mean you'd have to think it will work. It means you can say that you've tried. Just my opinion
Theres this thing I call the demon smile - want to see it - see Johnny Cash kick the lights out at the Grand old Opry - Some times you get so low that you haven't had a smile in so long you forget how - get drunk - its not a real smile but some times its the only one you can get