It means your just a wee bit ****** up in the head mackkky
Dangerous to yourself or your interests.More obvious forms of self-destruction are eating disorders, alcohol abuse, drug addictions, self-injury and suicide attempts.
In the 15th century there was a King Of Portugal. At 24 yrs of age he had it all. He was good looking and a master swordsman and adored by the people of Portugal. Against the advise of his military advisers he decided to invade the Monoans. He and his 18,000 men were surrounded by 40,000 Monoans and slaughtered. Not only did the king destroy himself but since his army was also destroyed Portugal had no way to defend itself and was invaded by a neighboring country. All because a young handsome King wanted some adventure.