What does it mean when he answers about past events when he cheated, "I don't know," "was f*#ed up," or " don't rememb?
The second time we got back together, he asked me to marry him. This time (3rd), he said he is in it for the long haul (but no engagement). He said he fantasized about me the whole time he was with ***** (in between 2nd and 3rd time). This sounds incomprehensible to me. When he said "...the long haul," part of me felt like saying, "you're a day late and a dollar short. I am trying, but I need some answers.