What does this mean?

Think of your mind like an ocean. The bad thoughts are always sunk as low as we can sink them so we don't have to deal with them. The bad thing is, they always float back to the top where they come back into thought so we have to deal with them. It's just your mind wanting to cleanse itself of this ordeal. How is that going to be accomplished in your case? I have no idea, but you have to deal with it to put it behind you. Therapy maybe?

Meditate on good thoughts until your mind becomes as still as a sea of glass. Calm and gentle yet strong and deep. When those thoughts come to mind, allow them to take their course no matter how scary the thoughts may feel. When you can overcome those scary feelings you'll build up strength and they won't have as much as an impact as they did before. Keep doing this unitl you overcome your fears.

Your subconscience mind is still trying to process the trauma you were exposed to during the war. It caused physical chemical changes in your brain functtioning. The condition is called post traumatic stress disorder. You are not alone . It is treatable.

IT is only a bad memory!( SO Sorry for your memory)

As a Trauma Person, You know that you H A V E to talk

this over with a professional!....WE can't imagine what you

have seen, but we thank you!

if the dream aint bin back well , thats good.

PTSD. Check into counselling, hun. They can help.

you may have a semi psychic ability - that of taking in the pain of those you treat - this may relieve their pain - but you need to work on ways to let it go - screaming does help. . . but there are better ways - let it go.

it means you are now allowing yourself to close that chapter in your life hold your head up high you have been through alot allow your inner self to close this chapter and you will not scream anymore in your sleep