Use that anger not to attack yourself but to make something of your life. It's a fuel and can be used negatively, or as a positive energy to move forward.
Great you're going to run with this! Sorry to hear though you grew apart from them. However, wishing the best :)
1.Learn how to make pancakes (european ones)
2. Make pancakes
3. Eat pancakes
4. Be happy about it.
No it acctually makes you stronger once you overcome it's after effects...
What does not kill you only delays the inevitable.
I'll trade you lives.
Rub some bacon on it.