Stayed with the pain and reflected until it healed itself.
asked God<br />
for the Grace<br />
to forgive my <br />
soon to be ex...<br />
release him from anything<br />
annd all things i <br />
feel he owes me...<br />
he couldn't possibley restore all he has <br />
cheated <br />
held back from me...<br />
so i must freely give<br />
what i freely get daily..<br />
Numb my pain with drugs. Don't recommend it.
i use band-aid
you are welcome
Written in a deeply depressing version of a diary, and written here.<br />
Seriously, if i read the first little books, it scares me how dark it was.
Nothing done secretly .. after our hearts get broken, its natural reaction to be angry, upset, teary, vent .. and after I did all that, I got myself distracted on EP by making friends as well as the Q&A side of this site, which can be very mind consuming.
Go back in time and never have fallen in love........... NEVER MET HIM!!