I thought pain killers or sleeping pills would be a slow, but painless death. I found out it's not.
Well you would think : pain killers kill pain. It would seem painless. Sleeping pills would put you to sleep, you'd pass in your sleep. Not the case however
I read that pain killers are an awful way to go so I'm not for certain. I just take the word of many people on the interwebs.
But I can say from experience that taking sleeping pills was awful. They made me extremely dizzy, my head was throbbing, my insides felt like they were going to drop out of my body one way or another. My whole body was numb and my vision was blurring. You can pretty much feel yourself dying. But maybe that's because I decided to do it the stupid way-in public. Why? I have no idea. There was a reason at the time but I forget why. But i chose to do it there anyway. Where I had to fight to stay awake. The room was spinning and people kept asking me if I was high because I was so out of it and my eyes were bloodshot. I could barely speak. I tried to stand and get to a girl that I knew because I panicked from the amount of people surrounding me. My legs were like jelly and I could barely walk.
The only person that ever knew I did it was the girl once I finally got to her and now you.
Most likely. I have a secret stash in my room because my body grew used to taking them everynight so I have like two months' worth hidden. It's funny because Devin asked why I have a piñata and I told him she holds all my secrets but he just thought I was being weird.
I enjoy making you feel honoured. You even know my hiding spot. Just one of them though
I'll bring some when I come
I want some too :0
no purposeful death is easy
Care to give it a try?
o_O how r u alive