What is the best way to make your heart stop beating? I am going to kill myself.
I am a 21 year old guy with Asperger's Syndrome. Asperger's Syndrome is a disorder that has ruined my life and never had a relationship. Asperger's Syndrome makes it hard for me to form relationships and to socialize. I do not pick up on nonverbal cues and can't tell whether somebody is interested or not. I really hate myself because I am black also. I just feel so damn ugly compared to other men of races. I don't have sharp features or good features. I hate my life i wish a random bullet would hit me in my head or heart. Life sucks and I don't want to live. I don't care about hell or satan if he exists. HELL would be alot better than living in this lame society. I want to get euthanasia so I will die peacefully. Does insurance cover euthanasia because I have a good reason to die it feels like AIDS its consuming my life everyday. I will eventually die from stress anyway. I currently take medications and I see a psychiatrist and psychologist it does not help me.