my life has been more ridiculously difficult than anyone i have ever heard of
It's the natural course of things. Makes no difference if I want to die or not, it's going to happen.
be in heaven .... and get to see Mom again :)
Black Sails episodes seem too short.
To discover what it is like. Its not a great reason, though, so the plethora of reasons for wanting to live outweigh it pretty easily
not a simple question take me a while to tell the whole story then you probably not even believe it in the end
Curiosity and belief in reincarnation.