my life has been more ridiculously difficult than anyone i have ever heard of
It's the natural course of things. Makes no difference if I want to die or not, it's going to happen.
I am marking time, it's an existence, not a life. I don't know what would make me happy, I don't know what i want. And have given up trying to find out.
be in heaven .... and get to see Mom again :)
Black Sails episodes seem too short.
cause .....i want control over my time of death
To discover what it is like. Its not a great reason, though, so the plethora of reasons for wanting to live outweigh it pretty easily
not a simple question take me a while to tell the whole story then you probably not even believe it in the end
Curiosity and belief in reincarnation.