I spent 97% of my life feeling depressed, beaten down, and otherwise just to exist for others' sadistic abuse. I never felt safe anywhere, or with anyone. Then I had this amazing spiritual experience years ago in which I felt totally transformed by the light and infused with all this knowledge. It thoroughly changed me, but it also made me much more aware of the human condition and pain we inflict on one another. It's made me more sensitive and compassionate towards others. And yet because of this gift I received, I still find myself lagging behind others, not ready to fight a good cause, hesitating and thinking it won't matter. When I was hurt as a kid, I think I largely just accepted it in stride; but being hurt as an adult, it doesn't just brush off my shoulder or go in one ear and out the n ext. I'm finding it hard to keep my faith intact, while still believing that faith exists.
strangely enough I don't know what makes me tick or what I've become... I'm still trying to figure those out.
my inner spirit is what keeps me going..its unbreakable now.. I've become a realist.I see things and people for what they are and thats good enough for me...it gives me understanding.
NO...I had a birthday don't forget so ep change it automatically..
less of the old!!!!! you little bugga!!!!
hahahah!! cheeky bugga!
I have become the ticker maker
Oh wow, where to begin
My heart.<br />
Heartbroken many times.