None. Dont kill urself
Arsnic is a good poison. Hell swallow enough asprin it will kill you. It's not a good idea to kill yourself,it is a very selfesh move. Think about the people it will effect,it wont just affect you.
How about the poison Love to save yourself!
I am in the same boat. I don't have family that loves me and there never there for me. I'm alone and I always get hurt. If you need someone to talk to I'm hear.