What should I do if I'm feeling really suicidal right now?
I've felt this way before. I've gotten passed it, or maybe I just ignored my feelings for so long? Anyway, now everything -the simplest task- seems so overwhelming and hard. Sometimes I just want to cut into my flesh or jump of a bridge and just...not be I guess. Not exist, so I wont have to worry about anything at all. I feel like my head'll explode at any given moment. Then sometimes I just wont feel, anything, I just feel indifferent about everything, and I think that scares me most. IDK Help?