you have cousins who you hang out with some people dont even have that stop your whining
If you don't want friends online, and you don't want to be lonely in life....than what makes you think being on EP, asking this question, is going to help you?
Get off EP and take a hike into the real world, obviously.
The anger is imagined. It's actually total indifference. Not having a map or a plan isn't going to kill you. No one seems to have a sense of adventure anymore. Just take a hike, and see where you end up.
We have no idea what kinds of things you like to do .. what area you live in/what's available there, etc. etc.