That when she said she loved me, she meant it.
That I could "just be friends" with a straight male.
I am VERY recently celibate as a potential cure for my sex addiction. My ONLY platonic male friend, respecting this, invited me to see a film, then back to his house for a jacuzzi. We DIDNT have sex but went through the entire menu of entrees :P
I just know that we are all human and Nobody is perfect we have flaws and bad traits
That people would be less judgmental online
That I am actually important to someone who keeps using me as bait.
It is sad. Thank you for your words. Life will go on. :)
That I had finally accepted myself on all levels.