telling lies .. it took me almost 2 years to get over this habit.. I had developed over a lifetime.. It was part of the manipulative personality of my upbringing. I conquered it at age 27. I still lie.. but I don't go to buy a coke and someone call and ask where are you? and I say.. oh in the tub?.. when I am simply at the store buying a coke..?? why???
Giving in to others punitive Dreiser....
Not believing people.