Getting sick for a long time.
I had a best friend through junior and grammar school<br />
We were almost inseparable through our adolescent years<br />
We sort of drifted apart after we left school, then someone told me he had committed suicide
my country was bombed by NATO 1999... i was 10 at that time. so there are plenty of ugly memories from that period.... :/<br />
the worst was of a building bombed the night before. i was walking by early in the morning, the fireman had just put out the fire. i remember that horible smell of burned metal and flesh. i looked up and saw a woman hanging from the ruins. judging from the clothes she was wearing, she must have been young,in her late twenties probably. her body was unharmed but her head was smashed between two large stone blocks. only what was left of her neck held her in the air...
getting involved with a cult