I would have an attentive lover.
Nothing. Due to my mental state, I don't really feel shame. I only feel anger or confusion where shame should be.
Well the thing is, I'm quite psychotic. So normally things that would cause me shame, I am either proud of, or I am just angry at, or I am confused emotionally and I don't really feel anything. Here's an example. Most people would feel ashamed if they tried to express their opinion, and everyone else disagreed. Or like if everyone disliked you for something you did that you thought was right. I'd be proud as hell of that, because it means that I don't give a **** if people dislike my ideas, I like them and I won't change them due to peer pressure. Now, things like being considered an "easy" girl would be shameful. But for me, I'd just be angry as a bastard that anyone bothered to affix a title to me, and I'd feel nothing over the insult being true or false.
Yes. I do that mostly cos it's freezing cold here.
Well you see, my flaws are in my eyes what makes me perfect.
In a sense. I live among those who hate me for being myself, they hate my taste in music, my sexual orientation, my ideas of right and wrong, my lack of religious beliefs...and so all that stuff to me has become perfection. What is hated for being best.