Feeling obligations to other people but myself. I also hold myself back because I don't know how to move forward and even though I want to I have a hard time letting go of all that I have known. Its always a conflict and it's become tiresome.
That's exactly true. I've never really had direction or a passion that I could express.
Honey put yourself first, this isn't selfish, it energizes you to help your elderly mother, your schophrinic brother, a lot of family,members can't be bothered, just put yourself first and plow forward. Aunt Lucy
I think about doing that a lot. Just throwing my hands up and going my own way. I think that one day I will get to a breaking point. Or maybe I am hoping so that I can live my life and make my own choices.
fear, guilt, duty and unsure how to begin
being married or committed
yes if you married someone that was committed like you are but if you marry someone that doesn honor their vows then... your stuck in a commitment
Work, school, bills, obligations, responsibilities, ailing parents... friends. I would like to shut out the whole world and just write, but I can't.