I try to forget about such things
Falling from a rock face. I was 2 feet away from spiky rocks. I landed into a pool at the bottom of a waterfall
Taking care of my dying mother. It actually broke me. Its been seven years and this is the first christmas I am looking forward to! The cancer got into her brain and she had no idea who I was.
It became much worse when my father put her in a sick people place. I went there and she was exposed and the men were getting their jollies off that. They had her in a hallway..... There was a agreement that she would die at home. Her husband ignored that. I cannot get over the nightmare.
Can't share it. One day maybe.
watching a close friend take a gun in the middle of the street after school and blow his head off this image replaces ALL the good memories...i dont remember nothing but the day in the street when i think of him
My parent's divorce.
What I want to say are my two suicide attempts, but I'm glad to be here. I nearly lost my oldest Daughter from Asthma when she was 7 years old, they came right out and told us she wasn't going to make it. That was hard.
probably being arrested,,,, that was kinda worst,,, lol
the sad part is i think back.. and i have many memories to choose from ~.~
The first 16 years.<br />
But really, one can't measure pain.
The last hunter who was out for my blood
A less-than-encouraging father.
Being thrown on the scrapheap by a government rubber stamp.