No matter what keep seprate checking accounts
Give up now. All the things that you hoped you would find, forget them. Learn how to control your urges now, and work on your life. Channel your energy into studying and hobbies and art and exercise. They are a heck of a lot less frustrating, make more sense, and you will end up a million times happier. Otherwise you are going to waste energy and heartbreak and YEARS trying to get needs met that aren't going to be. And you are going to end up neglecting things that are really important because you'll be busy trying to heal all sorts of emotional damage. Be who you want to be. Grow your mind and your spirit and your self.
Men will say 'I love you' to get what they want.
Men don't grow up until they are 100; most don't live that long.
Run the other way. Playing in traffic is saner
It wouldn't have mattered as I wouldn't have listened. Some things just need to be learnt the hard way.
Every drug is a date rape drug - and men will use them that way if you let them.