The childlike innocence that slowly fades away as you grow older and realise the world isnt like sesame st and is in fact uglier than what you could ever imagine.
sometimes i wish i could find me. i have always been a caretaker and always looking out for others, and havent taken any time for me. i have always been married and my husbands came first, and now i feel alittle lost like i have lost some of my identity. but i know i will be ok as im telling myself to be positive and always look at a good side of things, and im starting to know myself so much better and what i want in life etc.
My first love...
Me. The me who was always happy, who could always make people smile. The me who was liked. The me who wasn't worried about looking like an idiot, or not being perfect. I try not to care, but in reality I do. It's something I can't just let go of, no matter how much I try.
My self confidence!
my hair back on my head
My childhood innocence
im sry she is no perm lost like passed on just far away and i miss her. sry dint mean to make you fear the worst.
how we can find our way home.
if only that were true, lol
My Sense of Excitement and Happiness that I've lost as I grew older and realise the world and life aren't really as kind and friendly as I thought, and is a lot uglier and more hateful than I ever could imagined. And Now, I feel I'm really lost and I don't know who I am anymore. Cause I feel like the person who I used to be is long gone.
The person you were IS long gone, and some day the person you are now will be gone as well. You will become more of yourself as you travel through life and will discard things that no longer serve you as a person and a soul. It's OK...it's only natural. All you can really do is to try to rediscover those moments of happiness and excitement in the framework of who you are now and who you are becoming. I think you will find that this is an ongoing process throughout your life, at least I have. I look back on who I was at various stages in my life and I am definitely no longer the person I was when I was going through them. It's just growth, it's just life. But there are good things to be found along the way too.
Thank you, tonisf.
my faith in god.. i believe he is alive and well up there, but i believe he has no good impact on our mortal lives. only bad things.
This old Oxford women's boxing t-shirt. It was sooo comfy and my favorite! :( I miss it! That and my Dropkick Murphy's hoodie, and a pair of converse I have no clue where they went!!!
No I've lived on my own the last five years... Couldn't have been them... I just lost em :( Serious! They aren't here.
Heh yeah I checked there, they must have slipped through a black hole into another dimension.
my way back to heaven
The pearl ring my father designed for me.
No it was just very precious to me!
All that time I had this morning.
My mind. :)
Interesting. *stops looking down the back of the sofa*
If they have, they're in for a shock. :) (Never pick up a second-hand mind unless you're sure where it's been. :)
That'll teach 'em! Now, if you'll excuse me... *picks up their mind and walks out, whistling innocently*
*grins and bows, holding onto his hat in case his mind falls out again* (Yes, it's *mine* now. My preciousss... :)