That I'm always feeling so down and alone and sometimes wish I could just die. It's always a struggle for me to think positively and to truly be happy. I'm not gonna be able to keep up this act any longer. It's too hard to even fake being happy.
telling them that once people leave my eyesight they just tend to not exist. ultimate outta sight outta mind. i quit trying to explain it to people since they don't get it and look at me like i'm crazy