Watch the one you love, love someone else .... :/
Watch my friend go through her pregnancy alone because her husband got deployed and she lives across the country :( also watching my son get treated like **** by my fiancé's family because he isn't blood :'(
Not to take things personally.
Be in public.
Lose weight, it's like a serious mental issue. I'm punishing myself for things I seen in Iraq.
Be consistently good to myself.
getting a girlfriend
Experience Death. :)
To stop overthinking things..
waking up for an early morning flight like 4am!
Tie my shoe under water
live with so little money
Want to live.