Sorry I cant help you, Ive never read a novel and am not about to start now.
I feel the same way to :(
There's nothing wrong with you dropping friends who wanted to put their married friend into the bar scene. Puzzled that you ever wanted to take friends with so little judgment back in the first place. Follow up on your intention of finding as good church and that will better your chances of finding good friends.
That's a book. Well, get new friends.
Try to find a positive aspect in your life that you can like and then concentrate on ignoring everyone that is not in the same mode as you are - this should work..
im going thru d same. live alone die alone. trust urself. only u can make urself happy. screw the world, i dont want the world. im happiest alone.. i used to think im happiest when around people. im different now. LIVE ALONE DIE ALONE.
I don't know what's wrong with you, but it's wrong with other people too.<br />
I think the more delusional you are, the more apt you are to be happy. You know... "ignorance is bliss".