You are the parent to your own fear. Just remember that.
You are my alone. Wish I could help but I have similar issuesz
What are you talking about? What people?
don't give in to fear... conquer it by any means possible..you need a purpose and a friend ..
BIG BEAR HUGS :D .. thought you just needed that...
Be yourself and take special note in that nobody died or even became ill.
You living your life didn't cause her choice. You're wrong if you feel responsible.
I can totally understand and empathize. But if you are harboring guilt, that feeling is misplaced. You should talk about this with a counselor and work through it if this is a nagging belief and contributing to your depressive overall state of being.
Studying of what?
You'll have to explain the situation in more detail.
Sounds like you are having growing pains.
Growing pains don't end at age 18 for most people.