Force of habit? ;}
The alternative is such a dead end...
I planned on ending my life before the new year. I still am leaning in that direction. But before I go for good, I'm waiting for that one person who is going to step up to the plate for me like never before and show the world what the real story is.
My one year old son.
Because killing myself will make too many people happy and I live to displease them
I like being alive.I have to use all of my senses to keep it that way.
I still have a few tasks to finish, some art to make, and some things to learn.
Because my suicide attempts failed.
Because you only have one life to live so you better not waste it.
I don't know.. myself I guess but it's not easy