What's your virginity story ? Did it change you at all ?
I was 14, I had met this guy a day before it happened. We met up the next day strolled around. Felt like I knew him he seemed so comfortable but only because he was high off of the "love drug" & I was young barely knew what that drug was. Anyways we ended up in the backseat of his parents car, I blazed, it was rainy so I was just lazy. He kept pressuring me in away.. Asking me over & and over even when I kept saying NO! But regardless I went with it because I was young & stupid & I actually thought he genuinely cared. He didn't obviously & after he ignored me for about 2 years. I was devastated he would send me nasty messages online calling me fat, so I starved myself. It took me along time to find my way again, I'm still not 100 percent there yet ether & it's been 3 years. Plus I have no dad, don't even get me started with my mom.. I guess you can say I just wanted to be loved but til this day I've been looking for it in all the wrong people & for all the wrong reasons ... In all the wrong places.