fear of abandonment maybe
did someone betray you? seems like you're scared of giving trust to anyone
you don't feel safe when people get too close. That's the bottom line. Unfortunately, you don't feel loved and appreciated until people get close and really know you, so it's Catch-22 time...
cuz you been ****** over too many times
I do the same, I afraid of hurting and disappointing.<br />
I'm very kind will all people in my area, but I put a lot of red lines not allowing to people to come close to me..
your like me, fear of everything....people that hate you, like you , indifferent to you......<br />
......it's a whacked out world.......god help the youth, i don't envy you, it's not a easy ride.......but i truly wish the best for the young folks(hope ya do a better job than us;-))
Probably a trust thing. Have you been hurt in the past? Recognizing it is the first step in overcoming it. It takes time.
fear of intamacy and fear of rejection.