I meditate .prayer
bation mastur that is
I keep on breathing.
'Almost' means that it is possible if we try hard enough. So, I try my darnest, if it doesn't happen, at least I'll know that I tried.
Watching Joel Osteen's program every Sun. AM gives me the little "boost" I need to carry on.
Well, we'll see, tho I believe he's totally on the "up & up" & will remain so!
close the door and turn up the music
So far being on the brink of committing suicide then being slowly pulled back, then being on the brink again and so forth has gotten me through.